Well...today was a bit of a disaster in my studio class i was getting on with my work only now realising i only have two weeks to finish my first project but thank god i don't have to make anything for it but i still feel bad that i haven't got much in my book while other people in my class have full sketch books with amazing designs and much better work than i do, which obviously made me depressed and when my tutor came to speak to me as she had to other students i got really upset and began to cry my word i am such a baby.
but anyway she told me what i really need to do is stick things in and that she saw real potential for amazing work in my drawings which made me realise that i was acting very foolish by crying but she told me to not be too intense about my work as after all i have come from a BTEC course which didn't push me as hard as uni has so far its so frustrating but i have to grow up and see the bigger picture, i saw it from another point of view if i don't put the effort in then what am i doing here all my hard work just to throw it all away in my first year of uni no i am not going down that road like so many others i want to reach me goal and further to the stars (cliche right).
so what i am trying to say is i have to grow some tougher skin and rise to the challenge don't sit around and mope because it does no good because then you will deffinetly fail.
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