The Fool aka Me

Well...today was a bit of a disaster in my studio class i was getting on with my work only now realising i only have two weeks to finish my first project but thank god i don't have to make anything for it but i still feel bad that i haven't got much in my book while other people in my class have full sketch books with amazing designs and much better work than i do, which obviously made me depressed and when my tutor came to speak to me as she had to other students i got really upset and began to cry my word i am such a baby.

but anyway she told me what i really need to do is stick things in and that she saw real potential for amazing work in my drawings which made me realise that i was acting very foolish by crying but she told me to not be too intense about my work as after all i have come from a BTEC course which didn't push me as hard as uni has so far its so frustrating but i have to grow up and see the bigger picture, i saw it from another point of view if i don't put the effort in then what am i doing here all my hard work just to throw it all away in my first year of uni no i am not going down that road like so many others i want to reach me goal and further to the stars (cliche right).

so what i am trying to say is i have to grow some tougher skin and rise to the challenge don't sit around and mope because it does no good because then you will deffinetly fail.

Its not all its cracked up to be

Hey my loyal followers

 well I am into my third week of uni and i thought i was going to be my usual self making friends easily and going out partying but well as it says in the title its not its cracked up to be and for good reason too, i moved from the little town of South Shields which is about three hours away from Preston in Lancashire and so i have been terribly homesick and lonely but dont worry I'm coming to terms with it, but i am quite concerned that i havent made any friends like i normally would at home it was so easy but here everyone is different.

surprisingly i havent been to any of the freshers parties or anything because no one asked me or i just didnt feel like going but it doesnt matter as i am going out tonight for a friends birthday and i am going to enjoy it fully whether i know anyone or not.

but all in all i am enjoying my life at uni my classes are fun and a bit unusual but i'm sure if i keep on top of it and try hard that i will fit right in with this bunch of misfits. :)